1,2,3,4,5 … endlessly!

I don’t know what is really happening and I cannot comprehend Your mind oh Lord … Sometimes, I just want to shout and go to a far away place and find that puzzle that I am trying to put in the big picture. Your ways are very mysterious. I must say. In Your pacing, I just pray that I will continue to face it with gladness and excitement. Lord, please continue to hold my hands, and guide my feet to wherever You may lead.

1,2,3,4,5 …. it seems like every step of the way, I am holding my breath and having these so many thoughts that run through my mind … and then in a blink of an eye, change happens. What will be your initial reaction for those changes? It may be either good or bad? We cannot control everything. And that’s a fact of life. So you will be reminded again that you are a mere vapor here on earth, that there is a Sovereign God, above you. Is it okay to cry? You may ask it to yourself … YES! Definitely YES! It is okay to cry and pour out your tears to Him. Jesus understands it, you don’t need to explain.

Today is the last day of February for this year 2014. How am I? I am okay. I know, it’s a very vague answer. Lord, thank you for this season of preparation… endless preparation for Your great and amazing plans. Before this day ends, You have reminded me again to just laugh it all out 🙂  …. that everything and anything is not a coincidence because You have planned this all along even before I was born.

For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts. 

– Isaiah 55:9 (ESV)

and then after I finished this blog, I read a message … a birthday greeting from a long time friend that I haven’t seen for ages  .. and the message goes …

” Hey! Lourdy Grace Mamhot, Before the month of February endz…. Can I still greet you a belated happy anniversary of you life!! haha. Enjoy your annual celebration!.. haha habol pa ba?? last day of FEB naman e… 1 month late ak0ee ;-p haha

Psalm 27:13 “What would have become of me had I not believed that I would see the Lord’s goodness…” No matter what comes your way, let this take root. You have to BELIEVE you will see God’s goodness again. You must BELIEVE you will see God turn it around. BELIEVE you will see God open up new doors. – Joel Osteen, page 22, It’s your time now.” 

…. Awww … again, nothing is coincidence, I claim and declare this verse. Thank you Lord.

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January & February 2014

It has been so long since I’ve last posted a blog here. I miss online blogging so here I am again. Writing my thoughts … I am not after for an applaud from anyone or everyone … I just want to share  whatever things I wanted to write on a blog. So for you, who has been reading my posts for the past years… Thank you. I do hope you find something that can lighten up your soul. And most importantly, thank you Lord for everything for I know that every letters and thoughts is coming from You.

January 2014  …  a start of a new year …my heart was full of excitement and joy as I approach this year. Even though, I don’t know what’s up ahead … I just choose to be excited.

In a blink of an eye, a lot of new opportunities opened. I was flabbergasted by all of those. I told God … ” this year is going to be a year of crazy,  good, pleasing, and perfect answered prayers!”  My faith started to zoom up! Isn’t exciting?! Isn’t amazing?! Hahaha! 🙂 I’ve been so busy as in VERY BUSY for the past two months. It’s like waking up every morning like 4 AMish  and trying to catch up the MRT ride before 6AM! Working so hard for the purpose of growing and for thanking Him each day because He has given me the ability to produce wealth. I know that our Father God in Heaven will not put us in a land for no reason. You may not see the whole picture of your land, but keep in mind that God entrusted you that land for you to cultivate and enjoy His goodness. Working is very tiring especially when your doing it as a routine. You may find it sometimes boring or you may feel that you are stagnant. But keep in mind that even in your rest. God is working on your behalf. Trust His plans.

February, this is my birthday month! 🙂  And I turned 29 this year! Joyfully 29! 🙂 This is my last year to be in the line of 20’s  …. And as i look back … all I see is God’s faithfulness, power, grace, healing, strength and love for me all these years. I’ve lived the first 29 years of my life … and thank you Lord for being there for me in all the seasons of my life. For the next half or should I say, for the next few years before my hair  turns grey, and my skin will no longer be smooth but be wrinkled … I just wanna say Lord .. teach me to number my days … according to your hearts desires and will … 

” Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom. – Psalm 90:12