I don’t know what is really happening and I cannot comprehend Your mind oh Lord … Sometimes, I just want to shout and go to a far away place and find that puzzle that I am trying to put in the big picture. Your ways are very mysterious. I must say. In Your pacing, I just pray that I will continue to face it with gladness and excitement. Lord, please continue to hold my hands, and guide my feet to wherever You may lead.
1,2,3,4,5 …. it seems like every step of the way, I am holding my breath and having these so many thoughts that run through my mind … and then in a blink of an eye, change happens. What will be your initial reaction for those changes? It may be either good or bad? We cannot control everything. And that’s a fact of life. So you will be reminded again that you are a mere vapor here on earth, that there is a Sovereign God, above you. Is it okay to cry? You may ask it to yourself … YES! Definitely YES! It is okay to cry and pour out your tears to Him. Jesus understands it, you don’t need to explain.
Today is the last day of February for this year 2014. How am I? I am okay. I know, it’s a very vague answer. Lord, thank you for this season of preparation… endless preparation for Your great and amazing plans. Before this day ends, You have reminded me again to just laugh it all out 🙂 …. that everything and anything is not a coincidence because You have planned this all along even before I was born.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.
– Isaiah 55:9 (ESV)
and then after I finished this blog, I read a message … a birthday greeting from a long time friend that I haven’t seen for ages .. and the message goes …
” Hey! Lourdy Grace Mamhot, Before the month of February endz…. Can I still greet you a belated happy anniversary of you life!! haha. Enjoy your annual celebration!.. haha habol pa ba?? last day of FEB naman e… 1 month late ak0ee ;-p haha
Psalm 27:13 “What would have become of me had I not believed that I would see the Lord’s goodness…” No matter what comes your way, let this take root. You have to BELIEVE you will see God’s goodness again. You must BELIEVE you will see God turn it around. BELIEVE you will see God open up new doors. – Joel Osteen, page 22, It’s your time now.”
…. Awww … again, nothing is coincidence, I claim and declare this verse. Thank you Lord.